Living With HIV & Trying to Stay Posistive

So today was nice out with the temp only rising to 22c,& with the breeze it was a perfect day.I went & did my weekly pee test,& when i got my carries i was told that i would need a steel box from now on when picking up my carries.Those of us that are on the methadone program are on alot of rules,& adding too them doesnt help anyone anywheres.if a person wants to get into a box,steel or not,they are going to get in.I also asked when they would be coming out with the drug Burprenorphine & was told it will be along time coming,& here i thought this place was thinking about the patients & their treatment(NOT)its all about the buck,the alnighty dollar!OATC have their own labs & is owned & operated by 3 dr.s what dif arethese dr.s just a legel form of drugs is all.but it gave me my life back-even though i dont have much of a life,i lossed my kids,my ex...so many friends ...I have slowly driven away everyone close to me,& now that i am clean have cut most of my ties to the drug world.Just for today,i am sober,& thank GOD,& while i am at it,ask him to send me a princess to love me,& for me to love!pretty please with suger on toast!!