Clean but bored,My Life with HIV& The Caravan of Hope!

I can still remember the nurse saying how well i handled being told i was HIV+.I knew enough about hiv to know that i already had it,as i lived with a girlfriend who was hiv+ for 5 years,& back then i wasn't poz like i am now well since june 2001.I used to use clean & when i was capping someone else's rig,i knew i was in trouble.A feeling inside said U JUST F cked yerself !I freaked on the girl who it belonged too!I screamed at the top of my voice ,You Fn aids cunt,how could u do this to me?I was extremely upset and later apolagized for my inhumane treatment of her,she just wanted to get high same as everyone else in that scene.Well anyways time goes on & eventualy i get asked to do a few talks at group homes & it went ok but i always knew i could do better.I needed to use Visualization and merge that with my talks.I have done 6 talks now & now i am getting into this visualization thing and this will help me.I had a dream of going across canada doing talks at schools group homes ect. With 11 other HIV+ persopns telling & fliming our way across this nation.But i need a bus or tour bus or motorhome would be great.Theres so much involved in this Caravan of Hope as i like to call it,just think how many kids would learn from us?as we would be 12 we could split into 4 groups and just hit 4 in the mornings & 4 in the afternoons ? This would make 8 schools in 1 day!!They have a program like this in the usa why cant we get this in canada?GODbless yous all folks!